Until now there
have been several different conflicts in the story, both external and internal
conflicts. Some conflicts are rather serious, while others are less grave and
easily forgiven. Cecile is the one person that we can see most internal
conflicts in, obviously because she is the main character. Nevertheless, there
are quite a few external conflicts in between the people surrounding her. Due
to many of these conflicts, Cecile struggles with conflicts within herself. Therefore,
I will start off by describing some of the external conflicts.
First of
all, global and regional conflicts the people lives with is due to the apartheid
system, making difference between black and white people in different parts of
the world. Where Cecile lives, the people somehow seem to be able to cope with
it and not questioning it too much. It is almost as if they have forgotten, or
are unknowing of the reason why there is segregation. However in New York, the
segregation is somewhat more palpable in the way that you are constantly
reminded. For instance, if you have a certain skin tone, you can or may not go
to certain restaurants, toilets or not even share a bench with someone of
another race. While this is true, people are certainly not the same stereotypically.
Although in
the area where Cecile is, people seem to live in their own bubble, due to the
vast landscapes, one major conflict occurred. Sophia, a black friend of Cecile,
is known for having a bad temper. Once when she was in town with her children,
the white major’s wife approached her and wanted her to be her maid. Things
happened and in her rage, she beat the couple. Consequently she ended up in
prison a couple of years, and when she was released, she became the major’s
maid. The word maid is not quit right, because it was more or less slavery.
Cecile
lives a life filled with conflicts. For example she had an unhappy childhood. Additionally,
she ended up in a tragic marriage. Furthermore not only does she have
hardships, but also all the other characters and their broken family bounds and
relationships. There are also conflicts between men and women and their
different perspectives of gender role. Many of these things I mentioned in the
previous reading log.
In the
middle of the book, Cecile finds all the letters her dear sister Nettie has
written to her for many years. Albert hid all of them because of a conflict
between him and Nettie. The letters reveals that Nettie met a couple that
happened to have taken care of the two children Cecile once gave birth two, and
they are alive! Apparently, Cecile has once met the woman taking care of her
children in the exposition. Another disclosure is that the man Cecile and
Nettie believed was their father is not their true father. Some
misunderstandings occurred when the adoptive mother thought that Nettie was the
actual mother of the children, but luckily the tension between the two women
was later dissolved.
All these
things mentioned above created conflicts in Cecile. Namely, she has been poorly
treated by most men throughout her whole life, making her feel discourages towards them. Along
with other’s self-fulfilling actions, intrigues, betrayals and jealousy which has
affected Cecile deeply. She has felt confused at times, but now she is angry. Her internal conflict is partly her inability to decide whether to be mad or not. I
hope that she will keep on being kind but also gain a fighting spirit.
Hopefully she will be reunited with her children. Because I believe that she
truly deserves a happy ending due to all the sufferings she has been through.
You really work those linkers Victoria!! I am so glad:-)
SvaraRadera